Saturday, July 17, 2010

todays confessions....

I decided to make today a two-fer:




my secret: ever since my ex and I split up for good Ive basically begun dating my best friend. hes the best guy Ive ever known and I am so in love with him I annoy myself. he thinks I tell him everything but Ive been keeping something from him. 2 months ago I slept with my ex. he has a new girlfriend but I did it anyways cause I knew I was the only one he would ever cheat with and because secretly I hoped he would remember how much loved me once. he didnt remember but I still want to do it again.

second confession:
sometimes I really wish I didnt need you in my life so damn much. I know it should make me happy because I know I can depend on you and that you'll be there when I need you but deep down it makes me feel weak and pathetic. Im so afraid that one day your going to wake up and realize you dont want me around again and that your going to leave me. I dont know if I could handle that a second time.

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