the truth? he think I sleep with guys as a coping mechanism, the truth is I do it because even though they may only want me for one thing, at least they want me. he doesnt. and everytime I find myself in someones bed with his hands all over me and his face inches away from mine, I dont have his face in my head. everytime I fuck someone I hope it will fuck the thought him and me together out of my head but it never does. the thoughts always come back, so I keep going back to these men.